Post by The deep magic on Dec 31, 2012 18:03:41 GMT -5
*Admin
Yea.... i've been gone. But it's nice to know that there are still people who check back here every now and then really warms my heart.
When i restarted this place i honestly wanted to get it like it used to be. A steady group of people who came here to RP and not to lurk in the ask box a family of sorts. Because i've always considered the people who i've met through this site my family or at least my friends. I've had deep and meaningful conversations with most of you and i miss all of you. Yea i even thought of you during my absence. Of course the fact that my bookmarks were deleted when my dad was messing with my computer did not really help.....
I've been busy with school, those who know how epically i failed last year know that i was anxious for this year. Those who've been with me for a bit longer know that i am studying for my semester exams right now. I have 4 exams periods this year (and the two following) rather then 2 which i had all the previous years. It brings a bout a lot more stress. Also i'm in law now, and it's freaking hard. And my class sucks and they are all bloody idiots who i can't stand because of their stupidity and i think that might just have something to do with the susan in me because i am constantly rolling my eyes and muttering stuff like "honestly don't you read?" or "see if you would actually think about it *logically*" so yea..... rubbish class but fun studies. We went to Strasbourg as well, if anyone's interested in that i'll pm them if you ask.
ANYWAY my first exam period went reasonably well i suppose..... and i'm in my second one now, and after that i have a week long holiday and i'll be going to ENGLAND to LONDON and CARDIFF and i am so excited.
Back to Narnia, like half an hour ago i saw a muse on tumblr which is where i have been spending a lot of my RP time with an OC who is not very nice and reminds me a lot of Illiara (for the really old people who have been here since the beginning you'll remember her). Anyway she fitted my mood because frankly i haven't been so good emotionally, rping susan was becoming a bit to hard on me and the muse just died for me. Until half an hour ago when i saw someone starting up as Lucy and the feels got to me and i was like "i miss narnia". And i honestly do. But sometimes it just feels a bit hopeless to me because all of us are getting older, getting into harder courses, college, work, etc. And have less time to rp and i suppose it's a bit disappointing for me as an admin to see that happen to the site and i lost heart because of it.
HAPPY NEW YEAR
So... if anyone is still around.... then i am willing to try. I am willing to keep this up, i am willing to get on here, and i'll leave some contact details so you are welcome to come and kick my but back on the site when it's needed. And then i'll start accepting characters and we can move on with the plot and stuff. Because i really really do miss it.
so yea if you guys aren't to disappointed with me now, and i would understand if you are i am a horrible admin, then i'm willing to give this another shot.